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• feeling isolated

  March 16, 2020

  It is snowing again.  I thought we were done with snow.  It is beautiful.  But, it makes me feel more isolated. This COVID19 has done a number on the freedoms we so took for granted.  Like going out to eat.  I actually was't feeling to go out to eat anyway, but having it snatched away…

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• I am back for now

  March 15, 2020

  Interesting blast from the past to get an email from OD saying my old account is still here.  So much has changed.  I hesitate to even look at my old notes, but I think this might be a good place to sort out some thoughts.  Anyway, I am back.  For now.

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• Nights 1, 2 & 3

  August 17, 2013

  C-PAP. not working so great for me. started thurs pm, went to bed at 10, and at 1:45 wanted to throw the thing across the room. Fri: 11 to 4 am, i went a long time! But at 4 am took the thing off. Sat PM 11-12; seriously???!!?!?! i wanted to throw the thing across…

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• in every trial not demand relief

  February 21, 2013

  Last summer, I had an unusual experience. Something happened, someone said something that upset me. I said no. I refused to accept the statement, concept, whatever. I was very angry. I said my peace. Two hours later, I became totally apathetic. I believe that I used up any “feel-good” chemicals i...

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• I need u so bad

  February 4, 2013

  Im so glad my diary is still here! i just really need to "talk." I guess I'm crazy. I don't mind so much. It has been a long, rough road. Hubby does not understand AT ALL. I just want to float away. Life, no matter how wonderful, is still hard. It just is. Maybe I'm…

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• what do fat people wear?

  June 27, 2008

  All my life I have been tall, and not small. I have been reasonably slender, sort of, and my height has hidden the fact that I am not as slim as I looked. Every year I put on more and more weight. Now I am at a point where I really don’t know what to…

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• can’t believe it is still here!

  February 14, 2008

  I thought for sure my diary would be history. it has been SO long! I am going to write another entry later, I have to go get my nephew from work. My nephew is living with us. It is working out pretty well, except that he is very mouthy. At first it was very funny.…

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• …and, 6 months later

  September 12, 2007

  I am glad to see my diary is still here. A few yrs back, my diary got wiped out. I was so sad. It was not that it wasn't active, I guess it was hackers. I know other ppl had it happen to them too. Work has had its ups and downs, and we had…

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• checking in again

  March 2, 2007

  Woah, didn't realize time had slipped by. Thanks for the notes, you guys. I still miss my coworker, but the new guy is working out ok. my assistant, sort of, has been in the hospital for 2 weeks. Her son was in the hospital for a week, then she got the flu, then she got…

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