Recent Entries

• spoke too soon

  October 14, 2013

  I was so happy to hear that what I have had a name that I spoke before the test confirmed it. So as glad as I am to not have Desert Valley Fever and I now left with no answers again. But hope springs eternal and I just had chunks of muscle cut out of both…

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• Home Sweet Home

  September 2, 2013

  I bought a ticket yesterday and then changed my mind which cost me 20 bucks. Then I hear my Mums is whacking out, she never  talks about death but seems to flipping the f*** out so I bought another ticket and will be there next week. I can calm her down, sister that is there now…

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• The Real Holiday

  August 31, 2013

  Our Savvy J is turning 9 years  old and she has been planning this day since her 8th birthday and today she will begin plans for her 10th! Next year she says when to have a party because 10 years is an important day... hmmmm, meaning just a lil more important than today. She has…

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• ok all calm now

  August 25, 2013

  Sitting by the river, hearing the water, birds, frogs brings about calm.. well it did for me and good thing for hub....lol. I admit until recent years I loved the feeling of being owned, controlled (to a point).. Ha... not now. I drew a plum sitting in the sun resting on old barn boards... m...

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• One of those days, I wish I were not Married!

  August 24, 2013

  Gah, I know all married days can't be good but fuck...  I am so sick of having someone decide what is best for me, what I want or do not want and is always making sure he has just what he needs and wants. I am sick of repeating myself twice because he is always…

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• My Parents Not Married

  August 22, 2013

  In trying to get my Mums a state ID they wanted proof of how she got her last name, like a marriage license. I spoke with my older sisters and none of us ever recall seeing a marriage certificate. Mums has a story about how the justice of peace that married them later got into…

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• Dearest Diary

  August 18, 2013

  I am so afraid one day I will come here and OD will be gone. *reminds self that I should back up mydiary*... eeks but... I really do not want Hub to ever read it, tho he says he would never..LIAR! But in all fairness he would only read it if I were dead. Speaking…

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• One must be smarter than the tool bar

  August 8, 2013

    The motorhome breaking down was not too much of a big deal other than it cost 400 bucks to be towed 1/2 mile. Some hose was rubbing and dumped the oil but its all good now. I normally do not drive and tow too often now but I wanted to get to Maine. I am…

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• oh crazy

  July 28, 2013

   can't seem to make an entry on pc but can from phone ugh it will be short. I have been traveling since May and at the moment I am broke down and waiting for a tow on this big ass thing. 36foot motorhome  me and my great idea's!  I have 2 dogs with me and…

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