The trials and tribulations of my mental health. Having Borderline Personality Disorder has caused much questioning on those around me and as I search for answers/truth in those around me I will journal. Its a constant battle in your head trying to distinguish what/why people are around you and whether you can build trust with them or whether they are worthy of it. Growing up in the dysfunctional family I had made it difficult to know what is what. Counseling has helped me significantly and if I can assist others with similar battles I think good can come from the pain that is my life.

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The Mask…

August 7, 2021
As a child I use to write poems, stories, and journal entries about "the mask." The mask was a display of who I showed the world I was, instead of the pain that was within. You can understand the pain I was in by my poems as a child/teenager more so than you could from…
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  • Illusion seen..
    August 6, 2021
    You know as time progresses, truth becomes seen. My best friend was not who I thought he was. I gave him the benefit of the doubt over all of these years and our time away has made me realize quite a few things. He truly was not a good person. He never loved me. Just…
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  • Is hope gone?
    August 3, 2021
    My ability to trust others is lessening. My thoughts are circling. My best friend to whom had been there through some of the worst events of my life has left me to fend for myself over a significant other. Having Borderline Personality Disorder makes me question the friendship at all. When he sai...
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