Recent Entries

• Symbiotic

  December 27, 2013

  I know I'm not perfect,  I've had days I regret. I've stumbled and fell short once again. The man I want to be,  It seems he is not here. Only this decayed shell of my fears. While I may be broken I refuse to lose faith I can be something more than this wraith For…

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• It’s been a while…

  October 3, 2013

  So, today is the one year mark since my favorite author posted on here.  I hope all is well where ever you've been guided.

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• Drenched

  September 15, 2013

  Found this in a word file on my computer.  I don't clearly recall writing it.  but here it is... Opening your door, I lean against the frame. I’ll wait right here until you call my name. If memory serves, it won’t be that long Still, anticipation won’t leave me alone. ...

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• BVFD Badge #737

  September 10, 2013

  343 inspirations...  I don't want to cheapen the day with extra words, but I do wish to acknowledge it.  

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• pictorial thoughts

  September 5, 2013

   I look at my clock and its 2 after 2 right next to that is a picture of you I'm not sure why its still by my bed the silver frames everything left unsaid A black and white reminder of why I fell I swear we kissed heaven before fucking hell.   ...blah  

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• Top-Shelf

  September 2, 2013

  I found myself on the top shelf while cleaning out my closet. I'm a messy person, no doubt about it, and my closet was no exception. I cleaned my room two nights ago. The things I could not find an immediate home for went into the closet. I had shirts hanging on the door, and…

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• Drunk Texts

  August 23, 2013

   lol, yup.  I saw her yesterday due to her god father dying of cancer.  He is a true southern gentleman from old money, and would treat you like an equal.  I'm from South Augusta, so that was an odd feeling.  "I ain't first class, but I ain't white trash" a...

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• Silly me

  August 20, 2013

   Ok, I'm still happy, so please don't misconstrue this.  I have been reading over my diary, and while I think there are a total of 4 good posts, the rest is just pathetic.  Forced rhymes, depressing bull shit.  No wonder she left, I have been fucking pathetic.  I've ...

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• Happy in my Skin at Last.

  August 19, 2013

    I finally figured out who I am.  I like to keep things simple. I enjoy the little things in life. Most call it being easily amused, I call it making the most of the moment. I am an Advanced EMT and a Fire Fighter. I plan on going back to school for a degree(possibly…

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