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• Bumble Devil

  September 9, 2019

  I feel sick, I am so depressed.  I haven't been this low in a very long time and it's scary.  I just want to take Benzos and Cannabis  and get in bed and blank out.  I am making it through work although I am quite forgetful and slow from all the self medicating.  I really…

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• Strawberry Blonde Cop

  September 7, 2019

  It has been on my mind constantly and it sounds psycho for to even being telling anyone about it but what the heck I don't know any of you and you don't know who I am! Over a month ago, I had a little depression breakdown and left our house in a terror making suicide…

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• The Silence is Deafening

  September 6, 2019

  Today has been a difficult day. I feel like I am a hollow person and what was of me is fading away. After getting to work this morning, I logged into the joint account that I share with my husband. I noticed that he paid over $1,500.00 on his credit card gut only added $400.00…

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• I Love You So Much I Hate You

  September 6, 2019

  It has been over three weeks now since my husband and I split.  I came to my breaking point before that due to chronic stress due to my husband's chronic work issues. Here is the short story of the long story: When we first met he was unemployed but running a start up company. He…

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• Hi, my name is Lonely Writer

  September 5, 2019

  I am new here.  I always feel the hunger to write but I can't seem to put my finger on what it is I am supposed to write?  I get very inspired when I read my favourite books like the A Song of Fire and Ice Series.  Its like an itch I cannot scratch so…

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