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20. My silly stupid dreams

October 21, 2021
  had this dream last night that’s stuck with me all day about this HUGE white snake. It was pretty docile but everyone was afraid of it. I was trying to get closer to it to take its picture for Instagram lol. Before I woke up, a friend of mine popped up in my dream…
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  • 19. Past few days
    October 12, 2021
    yesterday… my positive was that despite having an awful day, I did what I needed to do and got through it. Also “gave up” on a lot, in the interest of self preservation and protecting myself. Then some insight was given to me by a certain person and I bounced back. my goal was to…
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  • 18. Two days
    October 10, 2021
    I actually did start writing yesterday but got sidetracked and never finished. Yesterday’s positive was that I did a little bit of cleaning that I needed to do… which was also my goal lol I also saw my dogs!! Well, my moms dogs. Zoe and Ziggy. I missed them so much. I even got to…
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  • 17. Today’s stuff
    October 8, 2021
    I did go to bed at a more reasonable hour than I have been lately last night. Todays goal is to hustle!! my positive for today is… while my daughter might not see it now, I think I’m a cool mom. I’m not a perfect mom and I fuck up a lot, and get burnt…
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  • 16. Staying consistent with positives
    October 7, 2021
    Today’s “positive”…. Good deeds. I actually feel good about some good deeds I’ve done for people anonymously. There’s a couple dynamics to that. It feels good to do things for people, and it also feels good that I don’t go bragging about it it’s creation. Even though it kind of feels good to also...
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  • 15. Updates and what not
    October 7, 2021
    Had a SUPER productive therapy sesh today. Feeling pretty good about it. Ya know how I started doing that positive thing a day thing because of some stuff on a mental health message board? Welllllp I haven’t been doing it. I couldn’t think of things so it’d get kinda tiring to try to think of&hel...
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  • 14. More good stuff
    September 26, 2021
    yesterday I was missing my ex pretty hard…. I hate calling him an ex. I feel like it’s got such a negative connotation. Usually when someone’s talking about an ex it’s a bad thing. Maybe because most of my exes are fucktards and generally horrible people that I associate that with something so ne...
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  • 13. Good stuff
    September 22, 2021
    Had an awesome session with my therapist, talked to him about the thing with my daughter and he not only made me feel a lot better but helped shed some light on some things pertaining to that. This may have been my most productive session yet- all therapists included. Talked about my moods, my in...
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  • 12. Whole lotta nothing
    September 21, 2021
    I haven’t been writing because I haven’t been doing a lot in the way of getting better or any kind of progress. I’ve just been kind of tired and busy. So I haven’t been journaling, haven’t really been reflecting on things too much. I haven’t been to therapy in almost two weeks because my therapis...
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  • 11. At least I’m not a serial killer
    September 16, 2021
    Watching my true crime documentaries, and this woman went on a murdering spree. When the host of the show interviewed her and asked her WHY she did it, she went on about having a rough life and hating herself and what not. Makes me feel kinda guilty that that made me feel significantly better abo...
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