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Silent treatment & lack of respect

June 23, 2021
I decided to give me brother silent treatment for all the times he has done something and not apologized which is all the time. Yesterday he cussed me out and threatened me because he has a short fuse. No apology. But I deserve respect, I'm not a crumb. I'm a full grown adult, and if…
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