I am a by-product of the life I've lived and from the people I've encountered.

I am as fucked up as the rest of you are.

I am, I said.

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Closings, Conflicted Emotions, Clutter and Cracked.

April 16, 2018
First things first, Hey DiaryMaster, can we get some color choices up here in this joint like we had before? ou know, background color choices and font color choices. That'd be great if we could because this entire entry needs to be black with white font. 🙋 Closings: Only I would somehow find mys...
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