I am a by-product of the life I've lived and from the people I've encountered.

I am as fucked up as the rest of you are.

I am, I said.

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Hello, It’s me.

June 8, 2018
In my head, currently, is me singing Adele's song, "Hello". Yes, this is how my head really works. Inside there are like 15 tabs open and running and behind in the background there is always music playing. Like a soundtrack to my life and I can't remember a time when this wasn't so. Sometimes I&h...
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  • Tongue-Tied, Writer’s Block With A Need to Unload
    June 7, 2018
    Well, now that's certainly a title for this entry. I have no idea where I will go in this entry or even if I can go to the places where I need to go with this entry. I guess I will just do what I have always done. Let my fingers fly across the keyboard…
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  • Closings, Conflicted Emotions, Clutter and Cracked.
    April 16, 2018
    First things first, Hey DiaryMaster, can we get some color choices up here in this joint like we had before? ou know, background color choices and font color choices. That'd be great if we could because this entire entry needs to be black with white font. 🙋 Closings: Only I would somehow find mys...
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  • Brain Spillage Bullet Style
    February 13, 2018
    So, what's new with me since I unglued myself in my last entry. Not a whole lot actually, just more angst and worry. Let's see, I earned a whopping $350.00 watching dogs this month so far. Whoopie, but it's something. I have another little regular coming to stay next week and that's another $125....
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  • Loss of Home
    January 31, 2018
    [embed]https://youtu.be/T10wcgBgdaY[/embed] Here I sit, in my Happy Place, but I am far, far from happy. I have no idea what is going to come tumbling out, nor in what fucked up order it will come out but I need to get it out. Loads of swearing is sure to be involved though so if you're…
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  • HELLO!!!
    October 18, 2017
    Oh dear DiaryMaster not yet in heaven, how I love thee for this. I can barely contain my excitement at being able to come home again. I NEED this community as much as I did back in 1999 when I slipped into your welcoming arms. I'm a MESS, a mess I tell you.For now, I…
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  • For The Ladies Survey
    June 4, 2012
    Stolen off the front page, to occupy my mind and kill some time.   1. Do you sleep in your bra?  No.  First thing I do when I get home and know I am home for good is remove this damned contraption.  2. Do you enjoy drama? No...save the drama for your mama because I&n...
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  • Tipsy Tamara’s Mind Chatter R18+
    June 3, 2012
     For some damned reason my iPad wasn't allowing me to enter text into the actual diary field.  Fucker.  Warning: there is no doubt going to be a lot of swearing in this entry -- you have been forewarned. * * * Tomorrow it would have been the 4th year that Chris and I started d...
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  • Mind Clutter
    January 24, 2012
    So I failed and I saw him last Friday and we slept together.  (My dining room light is fixed to...but yeah,)  He had been emailing me all day and I just am so weak or whatever I can't not respond.  I was let out of work early and I went and had a couple drinks b...
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  • He Writes – Again
    January 17, 2012
    Got this yesterday in my inbox from Chris with another email telling me he took my advice and is seeing a therapist who had him "pegged" in 15-minutes and he mailed me a check for $4,000.00 which I should be getting today.  He will get me the other $1,000.00 when he ...
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