I am a by-product of the life I've lived and from the people I've encountered.

I am as fucked up as the rest of you are.

I am, I said.

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Holy Shit On A Slate Shingle!

February 4, 2019
Could it be? Could I finally fucking have found a new job?! After looking for so damned long after being laid off from my former career of 16-years?! Can I REALLY breathe again, knowing I am not about to go into deep debt before losing every.last.little.thing.I.own? Can I not have to sell this ho...
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