Recent Entries

• “I’ve got sunshine on a cloudy day.”

  January 26, 2010

  Things have been turning around quite a bit recently. I just had my 21st birthday this past Saturday, the baby is doing great and Nick and I are getting along better than ever. I don't really think I could ask for more. And this is great cause as I'm typing this I'm listening to mu...

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• “Son fear is the heart of love”

  January 12, 2010

  Lets see... quite a bit has happened in the past year and a half... relationships, jobs, and now my lil baby that I get to plan for. As far as relationships go Nick and I dated off and on quite a bit this past year. But he would screw up so I would go my own…

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• “The girl can’t help it”

  July 22, 2008

     So I'm leaving on Friday. I'm actually taking a train to Chicago, then hoping on another one and headed over to Kalamazoo*20 hour journey*. I'll prolly stay at my brothers for a night or so then I get to be home again, in my own room, with privacy AND MY DOG! God I miss…

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• “I have become… comfrotably numb”

  July 12, 2008

     So I'm in oklahoma for a bit.... It's hot.... and pretty flat. Not much else to say about it. I'm glad for a change of scenary and all but its not like I'm out and about having one hell of a vacation. I spend most of my time cleaning up after my father, doing…

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• “This is a long shot but it’s all I have”

  June 27, 2008

     Things have been.... pretty good. I just don't think about the future at all and I'm pretty much set. In truth even the future isn't looking like such a bad thing anymore. Things won't be easy but I realize more than ever... tough that's life. Sure, I should have known this long ago ...

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• “Don’t you want me”

  May 21, 2008

     So I've decided I'm not going to move so help me god. Sure at first I wanted to move to get away from things but I realize now that it would be a very very bad idea for me to move. I'm just kinda unstable and I almost need Nick to just try and…

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• Waiting and hoping to find what I can’t figure out

  April 23, 2008

      Right now... I'm wanting to crawl into a hole and never have to deal with people again. I just... GAH! I'm so sick of drama and the people that cause it. I mean how does this always happen to me!? I always seem to surround myself with people that love drama... And then I'm…

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• “I am nervous that you won’t be my lover”

  April 4, 2008

      Yup so.... I'm kind of putting off my homework day.... I got up at 9 today with every intention of working on homework non-stop... it is now almost noon and I have yet to pick up a text book of any kind. Instead I've been watching youtube videos, organizing my myspace pictures,...

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• “Why won’t you believe me”

  April 4, 2008

      Little side note here.... I realize... I was a dumb bitch! I was just going through old entries and damn! I could be such a hag from hell. Not only that but I whined non stop! I'm hoping it was just a phase I was going through... I know I'm still not a social…

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