Sometimes it is the smallest decisions that can pretty much change your life forever. -Felicity

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November 25, 2019
I have tried to write this entry a few times now, and I can never seem to keep on hitting the keys to form the words. I wish I could write Mark and I's story. I went back and read about when we finally reconnected 10 years ago, and how that just like woke something…
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  • Brain unload
    November 14, 2019
    I don't deal well with death or people nearing death anymore. It is like my brain just shuts off so I don't have to absorb it or process it. Both of my grandmas are doing pretty poorly. I don't need to go into details, but I just can't handle this properly. After I got the…
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  • This love.
    October 24, 2019
    I don't even know what direction I want this to go in. All I really want to say is that some days I am just in disbelief at my life. This happiness that Mark and I have is one that I have wanted and craved my entire life. I seriously just think about our life…
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  • Lucky you!
    October 9, 2019
    Don't worry, I got an actual journal to record my last 90 day challenge in- sigh of relief, I know! 😉 Just didn't want anyone to think I caved already. How did it get to be mid-October already? I successfully planned/arranged our big office dinner at the end of the month, it felt good to…
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  • Last 90 days (day 2?)
    October 7, 2019
    So I didn't update this during the weekend, but I was still sticking to my goals. Today we got a new challenge to incorporate into our week: Taking 1 bad habit and turning it into a good habit. So my bad habit I am going to correct is watching TV until I go to bed.…
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  • The old familiar
    October 4, 2019
    I saw a post where someone said they miss the old OD. I do too. I find it hard to come back and write how I used to, but that is just being at a different point in my life, not so much ODs fault. Also it is hard to find the stride again after…
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  • Last 90 days (day 1)
    October 4, 2019
    A girlfriend of mine told me about this and I jumped at it. I have been looking for a way to get my motivati0n back on track. So, I am going to use my newly paid for OD to record this. Every. Day. Yep. So here are the 5 things I am supposed to do…
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  • I’m feeling 33..ee ee
    June 28, 2019
    Doesn't have as nice of a ring to it as 22 does but oh well. I think about this diary of mine often and how I would like to proceed from here, what I want it to be now that I am no longer in the angry/ youth drama/ crazy young person I used to…
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  • Just some life
    June 7, 2019
    I was going to spend a chunk of the afternoon moving my Prosebox entries over, but you have to wait 10 mins between updates?! I guess I will save that for another day. I just wanted to actually update my old friend here. My life has definitely seen some big changes over the last year…
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  • Well, hello.
    January 14, 2018
    I used to go to this site a couple times a year, just to see what happened. Then a few months ago when I did it, I saw the news. I was just freaking excited. FIFTEEN YEARS I have had this damn thing. So obviously I did what I am sure most did, started over…
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