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Been Here Many Times

May 16, 2021
 Hey Don't know if writing about this will help me. Feeling unmotivated, in need of a shower, down, frantically looking for food, any kind of food, to eat, anxious, immobilized, disappointed with myself, heavy, Just finished 28 days of radiation.  Am getting better but still can’t drive or go any...
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  • Appreciation
    April 21, 2021
    Kate found my missing AirPod   my hair is thick, healthy, and getting longer   Pretty much everyone I know has been vaccinated
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  • Glad
    April 20, 2021
    Bright, clean, affordable apartment   my dog Molly   chance to try again
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  • Gratitude
    April 19, 2021
    Thankful for 11 hours 19 minutes of sleep Annie and Kate taking care of me.  Carolyn too the possibly of a performance next month.  Even if it doesn’t happen, it got me to write a little  
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  • Wow. Just Wow.
    February 9, 2021
    I’m not gonna go thru all the details, but my life has changed. They thought it was a stroke.  Then they said it wasn’t.  Don’t know what it was.  Then a mass was found and I had surgery.  Then I went to a rehab. there’s more, but that’s enough for now. I can no longer…
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  • Hopeful
    November 29, 2020
    Many entries are made because the writer can’t sleep, I bet. Thats me this too early morning. I know that I need to focus on what I want and not what I don’t want, but feel this strong urge to spill my guts about all the shit stuff going on right now. what is going…
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  • Movin’ On….Sideways?
    November 25, 2020
    Awake since six.  I’d like that to be when I wake up anyhow, but I’m not that early of a riser yet.  Thinking about my néw apartment.  Trying to figure out how I can fit anything in it because it’s so tiny.  It’s gonna be cute.  I’ve had to give/throw away so much stuff.  And…
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  • Gio
    November 16, 2020
    We lost a family member this week.  On Monday, my brother-in-law Giovanni was found dead in his apartment.  He was seated at his computer, head laid on the desk.  My sister Jane found his body. He wasn’t Jane’s husband, he was her husband Georges’s brother.  I got to the apartment building when t...
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  • New Start
    November 5, 2020
    I’ve been up most of the night..  Yes, I’m interested in the election.  I’ve checked MSNBC and CNN several times but nothing has really happened.  But I’m not nerved up and bothered by it.  It’s not what’s keeping me awake. Thinking a lot about my move.  Can it really be happening in 11 days?  Oh...
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  • Energizer Bunny?
    November 4, 2020
    OD is deathly slow again tonight for me, taking forever to load each page.  I wonder if it works better on a computer?  I’ve been using my phone.  Tomorrow I will switch. Yesterday and today I stayed below my WW points.  I haven’t done that in a month, probably longer!  I have to remember how&hel...
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