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*SIGH* It’s so ANYHOW

July 18, 2020
    Its been 10 days since my last entry. My heart still hurts and I feel alone…and. And a new feeling… hopeless. I don’t want to be a widow… I don’t want to date or remarry or be a no man needing older woman smoking a pipe or chewing tobacco. my heart hurts… I’m overwhelmed with…
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