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Progression

June 18, 2021
I am not gonna lie it's been a big struggle. But I'm making progression in changing into a better person. I'm working hard on some of my flaws and tackling them one by one. It's defiantly a struggle, but the fact I'm doing it is a big step. First step to growth is recognizing your have…
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