My previous profile was a bit dramatic (I was young--an okay maybe sometimes still that dramatic, but try and keep a better frame of mind about it). I will write, vent, and frankly dream on here. I am using it more as a way to get into the habit of writing everyday again and really creating :)

My diary tells the tale of parts of me that were broken. This is the way I am healing myself. These are poems, shorts, and synopsis of what happened and why part of me died. Sometimes, when a person needs to heal, the only way out is the same way they came in. Welcome to the exit and the entrance.

Latest Entry

Theme Week…What do I consider my greatest strength?

April 23, 2018
I am choosing to do a theme week and, ironically, the theme is most apt for the reason I am doing a theme week, instead of just writing. What do I consider my greatest strength? My perseverance, despite all odds, to accomplish my goals, whatever they may be. However, this is also my weakness. I&h...
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Recent Entries

  • Bit weird coming back
    April 10, 2018
    So it seems open diary has come back to us when I most need it. When I most need the motivation, that is. There is a writers conference in June that I want to go to, but I really need to have some work prepared, and frankly finding the time to write, or rather the…
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  • Memory
    November 5, 2013
     The anxiety creeps in eating me alive  from the inside out Pain and sorrow  hidden deep for years resurface to take control life spiraling out of my grasp memories spilling over How, why? Nothing do I understand Fear and loneliness only companions darkness alone. 
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  • 11/06/2013
    November 5, 2013
    Memories do not fade  with the passing of time they are buried under layers hidden deep inside never forgotten never lost ever to resurface when the need arises
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  • life updates
    November 5, 2013
     I am 29 years old and back in college. Decided that I needed to get my masters, as I just wasn't content with my bachelors....   College is just as busy as I remember, never time for much else other than homework. Husband is working and gone for a month at a time, which is…
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  • Ten Years Later
    October 30, 2013
     Loss never gets easier. It is something I have become far too familiar with over the years. Loss of friends, loss of family. However, there really is no worse loss than those who choose to leave you. Whom you discover really weren't your friends after all. It has been ten years since that n...
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  • Secrets
    August 12, 2010
    The secrets I try to hide the wounds of my heart let them open wide let them be apart no longer to torment me just fade away to dust released from the infamy runaway I must  
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  • Beginings
    July 15, 2007
    It has been three years since I started this diary, three years and I have changed drasticly from the person I once was. When I began this diary I was still getting to know myself, and I was trying to cope with the trials in my life. A jerk of a boyfriend, a job I…
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  • Friday
    February 14, 2007
    Friday is the big DAY! I am getting married! I really don't know what to think about it. I havent the time to be excited or nervous, although I know I should be. I just hope it all goes down without a hitch! Wish me luck.
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  • Another useless entry
    December 24, 2006
    So I don't write very often anymore. I find that there are too many people who know me and read this. It makes it difficult to keep things to myself. I wish I had a more private place for my thoughts, where I could still get feedback, as there is alot on my mind. Oh…
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