I am married and still trying to figure life out. I need to vent and get many things off my chest. I have been through a lot and even though I have lots of support there are still many things I feel I cannot share and things I need to get off my chest without being judged directly.

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Tension and Calm…

October 26, 2021
On Sunday my father-in-law sent my husband a message that his cousin's son, had stabbed his other cousin, who had now been rushed into hospital. While freaking out and like wondering what the fuck happened I am just thinking about all the tension that this is all going to cause. So my husband's n...
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  • Day 30: Your Highs and Lows for the Month
    October 26, 2021
    I think it is safe to say that Saturday day was my high for the month... Going looking at cars with my husband and then booking for my first tattoo...we were just having so much fun and being our happy selves. Just going with the flow and living. There was no tension and we were…
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  • Day 29: What are Your Goals for the Next 30 Days?
    October 26, 2021
    My goals seem to be the same every 30 days...but hey gotta keep trying!! Make Gym my 2nd home Get Fit and Slim and Healthy Learn to be Financially Stable Okay now some new goals... 4. Officially begin Registration for Conversion 5. Get Back into Studies 6. Be More Certain About Getting a New Job&...
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  • Make Up –x….
    October 24, 2021
    ....is the best ever. I mean I haven't forgiven him and he knows it...but wow!! I told him that until he is seeing a therapist and working on his issues I am not forgiving him.... I intend to stand strong and demand that he follows through... But when you have that itch and it needs…
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  • I am a fool…
    October 23, 2021
    Today started off really well... Went looking at cars...I really need to get a new car. I didn't realize just how nice the Volkswagen Tiguan was, until I sat in the latest model today.... I fell in love with it....sunroof, steering wheel adjusts...so many hip specs that kinda make driving pointle...
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  • Day 28: Post 5 Things That Make You LoL
    October 23, 2021
    1. FARTS I have diagnosed myself as Lactose Intolerant. When ever I have had to much diary, my ass lets it out. I just go into hysterics when anyone lets it out, particularly me. 2. FRIENDS To this day I still binge watch Friends. I pretty much know every line, but I enjoy every episode,…
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  • Day 27: Conversely Write About Something That is Kicking Ass Right Now
    October 22, 2021
    While I was writing this title, a smile came on my face and I was immediately transported to kissing my husband goodbye this morning, as I got out the car, when he dropped me off. I think it is safe to say that right now my marriage is 'kicking ass'. The past week has been…
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  • Day 26: Write About an Area in your Life You Would Like to Improve
    October 21, 2021
    I hate that the singular proverb was used...I have many areas I would like to improve, and I have mentioned them throughout this challenge and in my  past posts...but since I have to take it down to 1 area. I guess I would choose an area where I think everything will follow from. I may…
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  • When You Believe
    October 20, 2021
    I am at work....and as usual listening to YouTube and a song comes on....while watching Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston belt out this song, it makes me sad to think that the kids these days and the kids that follow will never get go grow up to tunes of Whitney Houston playing on the radio…
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  • Day 25: Think of a Word. Search it on Google Images. Write Something About Inspired by the 11th Image
    October 20, 2021
             I think Waterfall and I look at that picture and a few things come into mind. The toilet. But I am too lazy to actually get up and go to the toilet, particularly when I don't really need it. TLC and their song 'Don't Go Chasing Waterfalls...' My emotions. I am…
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