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• Parade, Cat, and Daughter

  April 25, 2018

  I am in charge of the school's float for the upcoming parade.  I was very excited about it when I signed up for it.  Now I am freaking out.  I am absolutely out of my comfort zone.  I hate learning new things and feeling inferior and ignorant.  Not sure if anyone enjoys feeling like that,…

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• Catching Up From Last Time

  April 8, 2018

  I took off nearly two weeks from work for Spring break.  I was very excited to spend some real quality time with my daughter, who is 9 now! NINE.  I can't believe it.  I believe the last time I wrote about her in here she was a toddler.  Quick note: She has grown up beautifully,…

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• 2013: A Year in Review

  December 31, 2013

    What an amazing year I have had! January: Started one of the most amazing years of my life! February: Lily was invited to be a flower girl in my cousin’s wedding. I started a diet in which I started running and eventually lost 35 pounds. March: Passed my OB/GYN board and became a reg...

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• Where to Find Me

  December 25, 2013

    I am now on Prosebox.  My name is "her".  I will probably cross post for awhile... but not sure.  I don't want to give up on this diary, but I need a diary that is reliable.   Thanks for the 10+ years, OD. Her      

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• Pushing On

  November 26, 2013

    Totally had a meltdown today. Yeah.  I was that girl today.  God, I just love it when I can't keep myself under control.  But, I guess sometimes you just have to have some sort of release.   I don't really want to say anything more about that. I am getting exc...

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• Updates on C and Me

  November 21, 2013

  I am still trying to accept the fact that C will never be in love with me.  However, each day it gets easier.  And to be honest, he makes it incredibly easy. He isn't this evil person that is out to hurt people.  He really isn't.  However, I do believe he is the kind of…

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• Slow Down and See The Big Picture

  November 15, 2013

  The last few years have been an absolute blur.  I started school, went through school, and finished it.  I was a great adventure and one I wouldn't trade in the world.  However, it was so chaotic and stressful.  At the end of everything I had a new job close to ...

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• Things

  November 8, 2013

    Things between C and I are helpless.  I had a dream about him last night. In the dream he cared about me and at one point held me.  When I woke up, I woke up angry at the thoughts.  Angry because my mind was simply playing tricks on myself.  So stupi...

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• First Visit Since Split

  October 27, 2013

    C came over today so he could pick Lily up from school.  They hung out and played for awhile.  As long as she loves him, that's all that matters now.  Today I hate him. He spoke not one word about anything concerning "us."  That's because there isn't an &...

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