I'm formerly known as nicolette_meadows (or Nicolette Fuller) my married name. I came to OD when I was about 16/17 years old, I'm currently 33. I'm married with a little boy who isn't so little anymore. I work as a childcare manager as well as an art teacher for the city. I love writing, drawing, art of any kind. I'm sarcastic, blunt, honest, loyal, and simply have no idea what to write in these things.

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Expendable

August 31, 2018
I've been in this lonely funk of hollowness. Let's start at the beginning. Kat tells me a few weeks ago that she might be coming to Salmon Arm (2 hours away) for a family reunion. At this time she says it depends on the smoke as we were smoked in to a level 10+ and…
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Recent Entries

  • Starting to hate it (rant and strong language)
    August 15, 2018
    yep. Started thinking of another career choice... have been for a few weeks. People are simply assholes, they don't think, they don't prioritize and then when they do everything last minute I'm the one who gets in shit. Had a parent who got forms for registration 6 weeks ago as I went down our wa...
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  • To Bring Down The Civic Election
    August 11, 2018
    So many, many years ago, like 12 or so I started talking to a guy named Josh on Nexopia. He seemed like a fun, geeky kinda guy who enjoyed a lot of the same things that I did. I told him I was married and he was cool with that because he had a long…
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  • 13 Year Wedding Anniversary
    July 29, 2018
    Well today is James and my 13th year wedding anniversary :) We've been together for 15.5 years now which is a crazy amount of time for anyone our age to be together and yet there's nobody I would rather be with. There were some non believers, people who didn't think it would work out, there…
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  • Evacuated The School Today (slightly stressful Friday)
    July 27, 2018
    We're in the middle of fire season this year, it's been so incredibly dry lately everything has been sparking up like crazy. Being in a prehistoric desert we get a really dry heat that just bakes and drys everything out. There was a major forest fire across from the school where I manage the summ...
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  • She’s Gone Now Too (And Life)
    July 24, 2018
    Angela left. I spoke to her a few weeks ago, she asked if I wanted her scary bears since her daughter had grown out of them and they kinda go with my house. I told her I'd love them and that we'd have to set up a time to get together, she told me she…
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  • Summer Havoc At Work
    July 16, 2018
    Summer camp is in full swing at the moment, last week was rocky as I was having issues with some of my staff. My biggest complaint is that they want more hours and more responsibilities and yet they fail at some of the simplest things. They also constantly say they're tired and off their game&hel...
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  • Car Analogy Which Is My Life
    June 27, 2018
    I feel like I've been a car that's gas gauge is pretty much on empty and that I'm running off fumes. The weekends come where I should refill and gas up, rest, relax and be kind to myself. Instead I've been constantly on and dealing with trivial garbage that stresses me out beyond belief which&hel...
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  • Dye Job And A Funeral
    June 22, 2018
    So for the summer I decided to actually and FINALLY do something fun with my hair, I dyed it purple. This is an actual conversation that I had with my mother tonight. Mom: "So what are you up to for the night?" Me: "James is going to dye my hair." Mom:  "Oh what now?" Me:…
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  • An Entry About Anxiety
    June 1, 2018
    I have so many friends who suffer horribly from anxiety. I tell them I understand and I get the dirty look from them. I indeed suffer from anxiety, some days the idea of leaving my house to do something on my own is absolutely draining... but I still do it. The last anxiety attack that…
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