I'm formerly known as nicolette_meadows (or Nicolette Fuller) my married name. I came to OD when I was about 16/17 years old, I'm currently 33. I'm married with a little boy who isn't so little anymore. I work as a childcare manager as well as an art teacher for the city. I love writing, drawing, art of any kind. I'm sarcastic, blunt, honest, loyal, and simply have no idea what to write in these things.

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November Sucked

December 1, 2018
November was a trying month... on the 7th Dante had a major accident. 5 minutes before school and he and some friends are climbing the fence, I tell him it's not a good idea and to get down. I turn back to talk to Jodi (on of my best mom friend's at the school) and…
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Recent Entries

  • Lack of family
    November 12, 2018
    I can't help but feel annoyed, angry, disheartened, let down... and yet in another way I want to say "you don't deserve to know him." Dante's growing into such an amazing child and yet it seems our family dwindles like crazy, he brings up James' sister "aunty Tammy" and asks why we never see her....
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  • Fining the Victims
    October 3, 2018
    It seems to be an ongoing issue with my complex's fence being vandalized ALL THE TIME , in fact we just had it painted in September, the fresh paint lasted a weekend before there was another huge tag gratified on it. Last night the city bylaw visited our unit (lucky number 1) and stated that…
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  • I attract all the monsters
    September 27, 2018
    Why does it seem that I have a knack for attracting monsters? First thing first, these people always seem well rounded, happy go lucky when I meet them. They talk with me, get to know me, I "get to know" them and think "hey _____________ isn't half bad." When I was young I met someone…
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  • The Counterparts
    September 24, 2018
    The devil: "Just wants to get paid" the devil can turn off all emotion, can be stoned faced and uncaring about those around her so she can move forward and get the job done. She's dark, she commands that those around her stand at attention and take notice that she's the one in command. You…
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  • Expendable
    August 31, 2018
    I've been in this lonely funk of hollowness. Let's start at the beginning. Kat tells me a few weeks ago that she might be coming to Salmon Arm (2 hours away) for a family reunion. At this time she says it depends on the smoke as we were smoked in to a level 10+ and…
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  • Starting to hate it (rant and strong language)
    August 15, 2018
    yep. Started thinking of another career choice... have been for a few weeks. People are simply assholes, they don't think, they don't prioritize and then when they do everything last minute I'm the one who gets in shit. Had a parent who got forms for registration 6 weeks ago as I went down our wa...
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  • To Bring Down The Civic Election
    August 11, 2018
    So many, many years ago, like 12 or so I started talking to a guy named Josh on Nexopia. He seemed like a fun, geeky kinda guy who enjoyed a lot of the same things that I did. I told him I was married and he was cool with that because he had a long…
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  • 13 Year Wedding Anniversary
    July 29, 2018
    Well today is James and my 13th year wedding anniversary :) We've been together for 15.5 years now which is a crazy amount of time for anyone our age to be together and yet there's nobody I would rather be with. There were some non believers, people who didn't think it would work out, there…
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  • Evacuated The School Today (slightly stressful Friday)
    July 27, 2018
    We're in the middle of fire season this year, it's been so incredibly dry lately everything has been sparking up like crazy. Being in a prehistoric desert we get a really dry heat that just bakes and drys everything out. There was a major forest fire across from the school where I manage the summ...
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