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What’s another teenager?

May 12, 2019
Somedays I very seriously question my sanity.  Then I switch to questioning why others are such shitty people.  More often than not, I bite off more than I can chew.  I take on more than most would imagine.  But, it's always worth it in the end.  It may be horribly exhausting in the current momen...
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