I'm a 32 year old female living in the beautiful Pacific Northwest. I have an amazing partner, two wonderful bonus kids, three dogs, and whatever other pets my animal-loving family brings into the house.

gemini sun/ libra moon/ libra rising. tarot readings. poetry. diary entries. fantasy/sci-fi writing.

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Anger & Reflection.

September 18, 2021
I'm in an emotional spot. Obviously being emotional is a part of grieving. Right now that spot is in anger and apathy. My boyfriend has been my absolute rock since losing my Dad. He is kind, he is patient, he shares his own story as he lost his father when he was just a teenager.…
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Recent Entries

  • Noodles & Gratitude.
    September 17, 2021
    Today I woke up and kind of tossed and turned for a little bit. Just hoping for that elusive five more minutes of sleep. Then my body said "You know what sounds good? Top Ramen." The craving hit so hard that it surprised me. Usually, I don't eat breakfast or want it. In fact, my morning…
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  • Heartbeats
    September 17, 2021
    https://youtu.be/doMZcR02LLY Cuddling with my boyfriend tonight while we watched tv and got a huge flashback to my childhood. Totally innocent cuddling as he’s been comforting during my loss. I used to cuddle with my dad as a little little girl. We would watch tv at night and I’d have my head pre...
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  • A glimpse into my morning.
    September 16, 2021
    My morning begins... My alarm clock went off this morning. Upon opening my eyes I felt the painful twinges of my hangover. A small headache. A dry mouth. With a huff, I get out of bed because I have to get the kids ready for school. I am no stranger to hangovers. In my 20's…
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  • Promises kept & promises unkept.
    September 15, 2021
    I've been struggling yet again with grief. Another heavy wave of it that is.    Over the weekend I experienced enjoying more than half of each day without heartache. For the first time in two weeks. It almost seemed as if miraculously I had found the 'light at the end of the tunnel'.   ...
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  • Hello, I just wanted to introduce myself.
    September 13, 2021
    As the title says, hi. I found this site today and was kind of blown away. I've searched for a blogging community that allows your own platform and being able to chat with others for a long time. And somehow I finally found it today. I'm very grateful and excited to be here. I've read…
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