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Date Cancelled

April 15, 2018
So, my second date with J was cancelled.  We were supposed to meet for Bowling and then dinner (or whatever we wanted to do) on Friday night.  She texted me around 11AM  Fri and said "the roads might be icy tonight, maybe we should cancel".  I was upset at first (in my head).  But I…
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