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My life has become a boring pop song.

June 2, 2010
...and everyone is singing along.      Not a very eventful day. I had a lovely, but sad dream last night. It was the last day of school all over again. I was in the band room, and it took place a couple of minutes before the bell rang(end of school bell). A couple of peop...
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