I was an OD user since 2004, but can't remember it now. I live in Seattle now, I work 2 jobs and compartmentalize my life in such a way that friends never meet family, my partner hasn't met my friends, and I consider 3 different cities as home. I have a lot to keep organized, including love interests, my physical issues and my 2 residences. I recently started really living life, like crossing the border and going to a strip club, trying shrooms, making friends in RL. Get the inside exclusive here :p

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Can I ask for some help?

July 10, 2018
Someone convinced me I should open a GoFundMe and I did. For the $800 bill I had to pay up front to get my cat back. People swear I was swindled. The doc definitely had no compassion in his eyes when I was stunned silent by the quote. I had to be hospitalized the next…
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    July 6, 2018
    I've been awake 24 hours or more, but let me recap. We were supposed to have a house party yesterday but I had to work so I got there late (yes, to a party at my own house). I stopped first at value village to find something to wear. Alas, I was lucky to find…
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  • I Didn’t Do It Right
    April 21, 2018
    I've been thinking that no matter how I'd rather not change anything due to discomfort, and on the flip side thinking about running away from it all because sometimes everything is just too much, there's some things I might have to sacrifice- whether it's the 'right thing' to do, or the scariest....
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  • Someday I Will Know
    April 14, 2018
    Two jobs, two homes, three sets of friends and a family life to juggle. Most days I can't tell if I'm more physically exhausted, or more mentally and emotionally. I find I don't have sufficient outlets, even in writing; I'm not giving myself enough of /something/, but I can't put my finger on wha...
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  • A little late, but I’m back
    March 18, 2018
    I had this whole elaborate meaningful schpeel I wanted my first entry to have, but fuck it. Too much effort, not enough actual writing. Couldn't remember my old OD name that I had since '04. Mackerelsophist-something, or peachxchampagne, eh, close enough. I don't remember where I was the last tim...
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