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Dead Bedroom

June 27, 2018
On the nose?  A bit. All the wired men say that communication is key and expectations are divine, but all I have are "I think" and "maybe" and the certainty that I fear failure and I hate the person in the mirror.  There's also the nagging sensation that I am just a mass that needs…
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