Desperate grasping at straws, need a healthy way to cope with my son being taken from me and searching for someone who can help me get custody of my son back for me this is my story of my journey and how I ended up where I am now

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Decisions to make

May 21, 2025
He isn't nice to me anymore. Tonight for now reason he callsbme me a dumb bitch, a cheatinf whore. I'm so beyond depressed over loosing my brother, my son, my service dog sarge.   So much has happened and I'm so angry and bitter for I blame a lot of people for allowing it to happen…
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