Recent Entries

• Can’t decideee

  December 15, 2020

  I can't sleep and I have an interview tomorrow. I can't decide wether I want to be a nail tech or an artist. My moms disappointed because neither are up to her standards and she thinks I'm gonna struggle financially in life. IM SO STRESSED :)

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• December 13, 2020

  December 13, 2020

  I find writing in here very therapeutic. Today I'm feeling a bit depressed but the last two days have been better than expected. I painted my nails and did my makeup all christmasy today but I don't really know how to add pictures :( I also embroidered and tried working on self care the past…

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• In regards to what happened

  December 12, 2020

  Oh yeah and in regards with my boyfriend I was thinking and well he knew I was watching so if he was being shady he wouldn't have said it in front of me. I also asked him about it and he just said that he says stupid things sometimes and apologized because thats not what…

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• I fell in love with a voice in my head…

  December 11, 2020

  Knowing your crazy doesn't make the crazy things stop happening I fell in love with a voice in my head named Trent. I was debating If I should tell u guys this but I'm gonna be completely honest... he was in prison. I know what your'e thinking, why on earth would you be with someone…

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• and now I’m sad so that’s cool

  December 9, 2020

  My bf was live on yt and he just said that his life is great because he's healthy and get's a lot of pussy. Ight so I'm just fucking pussy that's fucking cool!!! Even when you think you found the one, it all turns out the same. I just don't know what to do anymore…

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• Hi how are you guys :) Here’s my story

  December 9, 2020

  Hope everyone is doing well today. The voices just told me they were leaving because they were having "legal problems" which is cool. I'm sure they will stick around because they always seem to but thats cool! haha they watch me 25/8. I kinda wanna write about my whole experience with my hallucin...

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• A Safe place

  December 9, 2020

  I've been looking for a safe place I can chat with people online, kinda like a support group but Just typing yk? I'm socially awkward. Does anyone have any suggestions? That would be highly appreciated. I wish I could make a circle on here that would be cool too.

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• Psychotic mess

  December 8, 2020

  I know I've been posting a lot on here but i don't really fucking care. I just wanna write down my feelings and I've been feeling super depressed even though things have been going great lately. Like i have the most amazing boyfriend. Who's always there for me when I'm scared and alone. He tells&...

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• Depression

  December 8, 2020

  How do you guys deal with depression?

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