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January 27, 2021
So far I am surviving January, but I feel like I was barely treading water. Sure, it could be the stress of not knowing what was going to happen on inauguration day but it happened to be on my dad's birthday.┬áIt's the 6th birthday without him and it felt like it was the worst day…
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