Well hell what a difference a just over a year can make I'll be posting all my journal entries I've written since February this year but a lot of them will take awhile cause they need to be converted from longhand

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one year

March 27, 2020
one year ago i spent this next two weeks saying my goodbyes to one of the only 2 women i've ever been in love with. She didn't tell me she was sick till it was too late and there was nothing that could be done. Seeing her in that bed at the hospice center is…
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