I'm a mom of an autistic three year old.

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Florida and angry people

February 19, 2018
On friday my best friend wrote me and said her dad was on life support. naturally I was upset and offered to driver her from Nashville to Hudson florida. It was her and I and my son. We left around 5:30 pm and I drove all night and we got in around 6am. I have…
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