a place to mumble,rant and rave about the billion things rolling around in my brain.

I am a writer of short stories, poetry, I paint abstract art, I drink vodka late at night.(only sometimes) I am loud, artistic and I seem to overshare.

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Its been a long time boys and girls

April 26, 2018
four years..well its a long time. Lets see what have i done since then.   well at the age of almost 35 I had a baby . Yep I actually thought I had cancer, they ran tests. Pee test nothing. Then they ran a blood test. I was 19 weeks pregnant. He is 3 now.…
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  • Mr Rayne
    November 22, 2013
    ::never doubt the ferocity of little things,As they creep in and claim you, forget the boundaries that you drew. lines will be crossed, lies will be said. sweaters will be unraveled as you pull the thread. Deep in denial, is where you want to stay. But it is time to make your way. Move forward&he...
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  • It aint super smart to leave me alone
    November 22, 2013
    I am back. Yup..I kinda lost my way to open diary for a year or so. Personal shit sent me down crazy train..and I had a huge writers block for some time there, but since then some things happened. 1. one of my high school crushes walked back into my life. No literally walked into my lif...
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  • Thoughts for the day
    October 16, 2012
    Pieces of me go in and out like a broken record a cloud of doubt a thoughtless empty pop song on repeat Because someone is to lazy to just turn it off   and settle in thier silence Breathe. Quiet and still. Lay down and cover yourself up in self love watxh your own inner…
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  • What I want?
    July 29, 2012
    I want a transporter,so I can Lick Mister Chris's face...     so...I got some stuff to put her,so its kinda racy...Read at your own risk.   Hey,come here. pin me down.lick my lips. As I rub the bottom of my feet on your legs. Blindfold me. Licks. that make the hair on my arms…
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  • i need inspiration
    July 1, 2012
    if you are a mister,have missed my erotica..   call me. I need inspiration..
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  • 07/02/2012
    July 1, 2012
    this is a read at your own risk kind of thing...i warned. cold against my skin,fingers entwined in my hair. "you like that?"you question. Hands moving to my hips. "comere,"you say. You pick me up and push me against the wall. Hard kisses,nibble,lick. Hands on my breasts,kissin...
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  • Oh yes I can
    May 4, 2012
    You ask and I wonder. Deep in thought. Quiet and unassuming. feet tucked in,underneath me. Paper and pen, pen in hand. I write fiercely. Wet watery tears stream down my face. Hot rage chokes me, my throat closes in and I feel like I cant breathe. Evil beast,Sitting on my chest. Laughing...
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  • my son is a great procastinator
    February 12, 2012
    My son has managed to take three hours to feed the cat, wash out his dinner dishes and take a bath..Its insane. And mildly annoying. I really,really want to go to bed,and I cant until he gets his silly butt done.  I would yell at him and follow him around and he might go faster…
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  • mhm..
    January 22, 2012
    I have been very.. very.. very.. bad. :)
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