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• VPN Works

  June 20, 2021

  Interesting proof that a VPN works. Sometimes a clickbait ad will have something targeted at me because it can read the state I live in. One day I noticed an ad used my state name when the VPN was off. Today, I had it on and the the same targeted advertisement showed the state my…

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• When Pets Become Expendable

  June 20, 2021

  2 young women came to my door a few minutes ago. It seems they had noticed my 2 birds in the window as they passed. They wondered if I would like a cockatiel because one of them had just had a baby and they could not have the bird anymore. Had to get rid of…

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• Troll Attacks

  June 18, 2021

  I sometimes make comments on things in various places. Sometimes people do not like them and attack me for it. Such happened today. I thought my comment was innocuous enough but someone had to take offense and call me some names. What was probably one of their worst names for them to call me was&...

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• Living Alone Can Feel Like A Luxury

  June 18, 2021

  Years ago I would feel lonely like I was missing human company. I was often asked if I felt lonely or "how can you live like that?" By "THAT" they meant living by myself. I got used-to it.  I got used-to doing everything myself and eating alone at my desk. I eat where I AM…

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• I See Ladders

  June 17, 2021

  I was a wood inspector for wood ladder parts for 43 years. March 5 I lost my job due to the company closing. I have gone through a lot of hell inside since losing my job 104 days ago. There is a funny thing about working in some place for such a long time: It…

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• I Don’t They Don’t Deserve This Life Is Unfair

  June 17, 2021

  BULLSHIT. I used-to think that there was some order and justice in the world. That is what I was taught. I was taught bible verses and I did research on spirituality. I DID believe in so much spiritual and supernatural but got to a place where I just had to say that lovely word that…

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• People Obsessing Over Fictional Worlds And Characters

  June 17, 2021

  When I was a kid, I tried to live in worlds of other's creations. I obsessively read and mentally lived in the worlds of Tarzan and Conan The Barbarian. AND OTHERS. There was a real world around me I barely seemed to navigate. It was like being on drugs I have come to see. I…

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• Former Coworker Called Me Today

  June 17, 2021

  Buddy called me today. Shocking! He had retired early from MLC a couple years before I was kicked out due to the company closing. Buddy was or is what we refer to as a "GOB" or Good Old Boy. In many ways we were stark opposites. He is a born again and I am an…

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• “Everyone” And “You Have To”

  June 17, 2021

  Little piss off triggers in the news and internet sites: "EVERYONE is and or has or has to" "You HAVE TO have or do _____" No I am not "everyone". No I do not have to have or do that or think THAT. Whatever the fuck it is or whoever the fuck they are.  I…

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