63 year old factory worker doing the last work of it's kind in the last factory in the USA that makes what we make. Endangered species. Clean living person. Been there done that with the drugs, alcohol, craziness and suicide. Survivor ;-) Live alone with a bird. No criminal record (never caught!).

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Insecurity Of My Mind

October 23, 2020
What was the name of the last car you owned? I recently wondered and found it hard to remember that.  Took me a while but I remembered.  It was so recent. Like so many things in life: Why do I not remember it or THEM? People.  Events. Times in my life. I ask myself, "does…
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