63 year old factory worker doing the last work of it's kind in the last factory in the USA that makes what we make. Endangered species. Clean living person. Been there done that with the drugs, alcohol, craziness and suicide. Survivor ;-) Live alone with a bird. No criminal record (never caught!).

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The Dying Factory – 10

February 24, 2021
Not much sleep last night due to my body aching in many places from work. Not used-to doing the stuff I have been doing. Lifting much and operating power hand saws.  Went in to work like a zombie. Scott is not here! Just the worker body of 43 years!  Boss wanted damaged product moved from…
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Recent Entries

  • The Dying Factory – 9
    February 24, 2021
    Owner Is an Idiot. My boss and I both agree on that. Have for years. He has no clue how to close his factory. Bumbling Idiot. Becoming a cruel idiot.  SLOWLY shutting it down. Owner wants to keep doing some production while we do so. Make product with what parts the factory has. Use as…
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  • Comforting Meme
    February 23, 2021
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  • It’s Hard To Care When The Ship Is Going Down
    February 23, 2021
    Hopefully I can read this later in life and remember it easier. Yesterday I was using a power saw to cut up old wood product so it cannot be used when we trash it. The blade hit a metal part and the machine stopped. My boss heard it. Nobody hurt. Sparks and broken saw blade…
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  • Symptomatic Of Depression And Stress
    February 23, 2021
    Over the many years of my life I have learned to be able to be outside myself and look inside. OBSERVE. In recent weeks since hearing of my factory closing, I have found myself starting to read something and then giving up on it. I have realized it is because reading about things like politics,&h...
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  • The Next Time I Think I Am Having A Bad Life …
    February 21, 2021
    https://www.reddit.com/r/MadeMeSmile/comments/loyxai/the_human_spirit_is_one_of_ability_perseverance/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3
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  • We Bathe Them With Love
    February 21, 2021
      We Bathe Them In Love My bird is sleeping half in my sweat shirt I try not to move To disturb him as I  Bathe him in love. Years ago I had a dog and I would hold him Holding him I bathed him in love And he Me. Cuddling with another Life, We…
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  • Unintentional Weight Loss
    February 20, 2021
    Last week at this time I weighed 207lb. This morning I weighed myself and I weighed 198lb. I believe the weight loss is due to the infection in my mouth; hard work and stress and huge change in diet since tooth extracted. I am preparing meals with a food processor and need to be careful…
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  • Compassion For A Coworker I Dislike
    February 20, 2021
    For DECADES Melvin tried to bully me and I was passive about it. Intimidated. I feared going to his angry state and thus losing my job. Seeing he could bully me, he kept at it until one day... Fuck it.  Fuck him.  Fuck the job. I blew up at him and like so many bullies,…
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  • Max Wiggles And Bites
    February 19, 2021
    Below you see Max. Likes to hang upside down. He is about 1 years old. Assertive, strong personality. I have another bird, Buddy who is 2 years old. Buddy is timid. Never allows me to touch her. "Her" is an assumption. Both birds are conures. THEY are the reason I try to stay alive. Someone…
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