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• How??

  April 21, 2025

  How have I made it through life with everything you have been through. I've made it because I got the help I needed. I may be in foster care. I may have went to detention centers. I may have been in placements. I may have been in mental hospitals. But all of those experiences have…

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• How I feel

  April 20, 2025

  Honestly I feel like nobody is going to like a chubby, not so pretty, nerdy, and weird teen. I'm just looking for friends that are my age. I'm looking for a friend that won't judge me for who I am. I don't know how to communicate with people and I understand that but I've been…

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• Why??

  April 19, 2025

  I gave you everything you wanted And you took advantage of that All I wanted was your love but I was forgotten That hurt me In the end I loved you from the start And now I don't know what to do Because now we're apart That's how I know nothing was true I didn't…

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• You lied

  April 19, 2025

  I hate the way you give your attention to someone else It makes me feel like I've done something wrong I'm supposed to be your love, but you Don't even acknowledge me You hurt me so many times You tell me you love me and leave You love me and leave without telling me you're in…

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• Memories

  April 18, 2025

  My father always advised me not to speak harshly to others during my childhood, but I didn't listen. I was nice But if someone made me mad, I would yell at them and tell them off. But now that I’m older, I realize my dad tried teaching me that for a reason. He taught me…

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• Reactions

  April 17, 2025

  I’m pacing across the floor, jaw clenched, thinking of what you said to me About ready to confront you  The lies you tell me make me  Want to go hide away somewhere You told me you’d never lie to me  But you could never tell the truth anyway And when I think of what you’d…

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• Tell me why??

  April 17, 2025

  Tell me why people have to put you on the spot. Is it because they want to embarrass you because you don't know what to say. Maybe I just need to go out of my comfort zone. I hate talking to people but I want to make friends. I hate being around people but then…

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• Our love

  April 16, 2025

  Your presence emerges as a beacon of ethereal light, guiding me through corridors of hope and chambers of passion. Each heartbeat of mine resonates with the symphony of your essence, creating a melody that transcends the confines of our tangible world. Our love, my dearest, is not just an emotion...

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• I miss you

  April 15, 2025

  The distance between us feels both tangible and intangible. Tangible, as I count the day, hours, and moments until I can be with you again; intangible, because despite the physical space that separates us, our souls seem intertwined in a dance that knows no boundaries. Every sunrise that I witnes...

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