And out of the darkness emerges a shadowy figure of a women in a black and purple dress. As the ebony liquid drips from her body her eyes open and a bright light shines out onto the earth. She slowly steps from the water to the land, where she stops to take in her surroundings.

The world is dark, full of death and despair. Suffering and violence all around, but she has seen worse and is not afraid to walk forth even though she is unaware of what lies before her. She steps into the moonlight and walks forward. She knows there are many obstacles on her journey.

Nothing can stop her now, she is not afraid of living or dying. She is only afraid of time. She wants to experience all there is. Love, trust, power, motherhood, stability, family, salvation. So much this meager world can offer, but time may not be on her side. She hopes she can live on...

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the site is closing

January 26, 2014
Well.... after many years of this site..... its closing down. I know that I haven't been on here in a couple months but I guess this is a sign that its time to move on..... not sure where to go from here..... gonna look for another place to write. For my favs that aren't on…
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