I've been writing most of my life and this particular diary has been with me for almost half of that time.

"If home is where the heart is, then I live in my upper chest"

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Indifferent

May 22, 2025
Nothing feels like enough anymore. Everything feels pointless when the world feels like it's on the brink of Armageddon. My partner tries to talk to me about house wives and clothes and I literally do not give a fuck. It's hard to pretend anymore. I go to work and I click mouse buttons and move&h...
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