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It’s not a personal failure, it’s systemic.

January 15, 2025
I'm really not doing well. Sometimes I think if it weren't for my dogs I would just give up. It's surprising that I'm not really having a full on breakdown but I realized recently that all my keeping it together is actually a freeze state of depression. Once a sensitive person who easily cried, I...
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