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A simple conversation with coworkers and a dump

July 16, 2022
I've been coming to terms on how my old friend group has gaslit myself and themselves. A simple little "Moral alignment" test (www dot idrlabs dot com/moral-alignment/test dot php), that was just simple fun--doesn't mean anything, actually taught me a lot. I got lawful good and I didn't expect th...
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