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all I know is I was lucky you were mine

February 9, 2025
My title isn't directed at anyone in particular, I just have that Forest Blakk song in my head ('cause it was just playing in my headphones).  Such a emotional song and video, jeez. Hi!  If you're not aware, I am a walking pile of emotional flesh, bones, and titanium plates.  I process my world t...
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