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• the window will shine in the light on what’s left for me

  January 11, 2025

  I've got a playlist of randomness going on YouTube and the song that's currently playing is Days of the New's "What's Left For Me," hence my title. Ash is on the couch behind me watching this amusing-as-hell youtuber's video, and I can hear his amusing English accent but I'm paying attention to m...

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• it’s so simple!

  January 9, 2025

  Ever since this "place" changed it up I hadn't worked out how to do the "random entry" thing until today. You just scroll down on the front page and there is a multitude of random entries to choose from. Amazing what little bit of tinkering can help you realize. It's becoming the same ol' time-su...

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• bee longing lounge pant

  January 9, 2025

  It's another day here on Earth with all you fine-and-dandy-like-cotton-candy-folks. I felt like typing into this particular text box first.  I've got a YouTube video of 3 hours of cello music "for writing" to sort of keep my ears busy while the rest of my mind-body does its thing.  Hey, there was...

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• the words “title” and “titular” are very close relatives, duh

  January 3, 2025

  Did I mention here that the flight's have been booked for me to go down to visit with Shannon? 'Cause they have. I'm departing at 2:05 PM on February 11th to go down to her neck of the woods in North Carolina, and my return flight is February 15th at 12:25 PM.  It's only 4ish…

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• more nuances are developing

  January 2, 2025

  We're all sharing time on this Big, Wet Rock together, right?  It's pretty neat.  Shannon and I have continued our daily communication streak that began on November 29th and is still going strong and we're even putting together a plan for me to take a trip of me flying down to her for a visit&hel...

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• 2025’s gettin’ real, yo

  January 2, 2025

  I've just spent the morning thinking/pleasantly-inadvertently-manifesting the next bits of my life into the more-than-possible-border-line-eventual.  What do I mean by all of this hyphenated vagueness?  I sat at the laundromat (without my phone because I forgot to put it in my fluffy satchel) jus...

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• a month and two days straight!

  December 31, 2024

  I spoke with Shannon on the phone this morning at around 9:30 AM.  She was calling me in transit to one of her house-cleaning jobs.  Her voice makes me happy because when it hits my ears I can feel the teenage me that knew her before get all googly-eyed and giddy and since my brain…

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• it’s 55°F and sunny, Margaret!

  December 30, 2024

  What a beautiful day! I've got the windows open and am weirded out by how warm and pleasant it is for this time of year.  Not weirded out in a bad way, just concerned being aware of the climate issues that our planet is facing.  All I can do is keep track of my own…

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• oh hey, I belong here in this specific part of this website!

  December 30, 2024

  This is an entry for the Divorce Circle. Years ago (September of 2005, to be more precise) I wrote an entry in this diary that caught the attention of a fellow diarist and we ended up getting married and making a person and ultimately growing apart through some medical struggles (my regrowing a b...

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