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• Y se va a quemar..si sigues ahi..

  April 25, 2019

  Lump on left side of head..bruise like an ocean of graffitti across my thigh...same side. Last week after the movies we ducked into a neighborhood bar for a glass of white..bartender took a liking to us..plenty of free wine..i forgot all of the elementary rules like water and food. We somehow mad...

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• God knows no one needs more misguided ghosts..

  April 18, 2019

  At least 5 new greys sprouted this week..11 hour work days minimum..with no me time to spare...   Today begins my weekend..ran outdoors...nothing beats it...feel like a machine..just me, my music and the wind..visited the gym..decent workout..my only stress reliever at this point..worked up ...

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• I dont want to be your ashtray..

  April 17, 2019

  The story of shinji... Fast forward a few months after my last entry, june of 2013...late night, just got home from work, the time...1am im guessing..attempted to open my sliding door closet, my ring got caught somehow..i yanked myself free to find that my ring was bent inwardly..my finger purple...

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  December 17, 2012

  where to begin...im tipsy and touchscreen impaired..accidentally buzzed D on yahoo messenger the other day..and discovered that chitchatting was not on my to do list so to speak...i dug right in and displayed my anger like freshly spewed vomit...but this pain  is mine to strut in his  s...

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• ..Sufre más…

  November 14, 2012

  dream: was somewhere tropical..on a cruise and i spotted d swimming up to me..i was surprised and confused..his mom and sis joined us and this was the first time we had met..he gestured to them and we commenced to chat like old friends..he shadowed me and we would randomly embrace and kiss, hidde...

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• …quickie…

  November 12, 2012

  cousin extending an olive branch of sorts..invited me to event this upcoming monday..im grabbing with my fingertips... going to fill the hole that d's exit has left with random odds and ends.. at hair salon masking my greyd with red..real entry later..  

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  November 10, 2012

  sneaking a cig as i write this...my 3rd today.this relapse has pms written all over it hybernated at work today..ate dinner at my desk..my smile whispered stay away  in a couple of hours im back again..damn turnaround shift..shitty dont want to write his name but i feel his presence lingerin...

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• …frosti..

  November 9, 2012

  3 am...cant sleep...clicking the thumbs down icon on my pandora mix every other minute...feel emotional..and its probably pms, i dont know..cheated and smoked a cig with an ex-coworker..was feeling lonely so i visited my old job just because.. had ramen for dinner with a friend...wasnt bad but tr...

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• …And I’ve given all I have…

  November 8, 2012

  2:30 am, and this is fast becoming my favorite time of the day.. arrived home an hour ago perhaps..sat and scanned through a bridal magazine that i had purchased at the train station..kiosk guy made a wrongful assumption..i laughed it off..said that i was just window shopping.. some drunk guy kep...

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