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Evidence I Have Healed

April 14, 2018
I'm so glad I'm nowhere near the mental state I was in when I last had a diary here. Those entries make me want to drink. I might delete them just to not inflict that on anyone else. I'm still trying to get past the feelings those memories conjured in me. I may be somewhat…
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