Recent Entries

• It’s been 2 years!

  July 7, 2012

  Honestly, I totally forgot about Open Diary. Shame on me!   So much has happened in the passed 2 years! First off, I have moved in with my boyfriend John. :) Leaving my parents was a really awful day. I suppose I should explain that first...   My parents told me they would be ...

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• Again with the idiocy! Are you kidding me?!

  July 14, 2010

  I love my sister to death, don't get me wrong. And maybe I just need to back off because - truthfully - in the end it's her life and she's the one who has to make the decisions...even if they're the wrong ones.     My sister married this one guy a handful of years ago and…

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• Are you the one for me? How would I even know?

  July 12, 2010

  "I wanna be the one who knows everything about you I wanna be the one who's always on your mind I wanna be the one to get all of your affection and attention You're the one that I've been waiting for, for all this time And I can't imagine anything, anything better than Someday falling i...

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• 07/11/2010

  July 10, 2010

  So I've gotten 2 migraine headaches in the past four days...gross.   Not really what I wanted to share with you all though. But if you're in any way familiar with Migraines,  then you can imagine how much vomit I've spewed. Too much is right.   Anywho...like I said in the...

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• Fellow ODers

  July 9, 2010

  Hey guys! I've missed y'all! Sorry it's been so long since I've seen what you all have been up to or wrote about anything new in my life...I'm gonna try to get some of it here in this entry. Well...here goes.   - I've been dating this really awesome guy named John for 5 months…

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• To you, whom I’ve hated for so long,

  July 8, 2010

  "Write a letter to a person in your life, saying all the things that need to be said."   (For my biological father...I'm not sure if I've missed you. But it has been about 10 years since we truly spoke.)   Honestly, I've felt like a failure for a long time. I've hated myself f...

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• I hope I’m not jealous.

  January 19, 2010

  I have an issue with my sister again. It's like she's creepishly obsessed with her boyfriend. They spend ALL THEIR TIME together! All of it! If you're looking for one, ask the other. Constantly. It's driving me crazy! I like the guy now, I do, but Jesus...he needs to get a life. It...

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• What did I do?

  January 9, 2010

  I think my mother as some pent up anger towards me held up deep inside her somewhere. I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt, the way she treats me sometimes. I've been thinking. I wonder if my mother is jealous of the relationship I have with my dad. It's silly but I see the…

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• welcoming the calming hysteria within

  December 27, 2009

  When I first started OD I told myself I wasn't going to take ages to write between entries. Well...that part seems to have happened all on it's own. Sorry about that. On another topic entirely, I saw Michael yesterday at church. Do you know how long it's been? I can't even remember..that's how lo...

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