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The Cookie Monster

August 29, 2022
The Cookie Monster   I'm so determined this time, nothing can stand in my way. I'll give up the chocolate and wine, and lose all this weighed I have gained.   I will stay to group every week, and always follow the plan. Each plate will be full of speed, I'll soon be a brand…
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  • Ch…Ch….Ch…Changes
    August 29, 2022
    It's been a while again...sigh. Must try harder. So I feel restless. The next couple of years are going to bring quite a few changes. I was talking to my daughter, Lauren, about university. She needs to apply soon.  She is just about to start year 13 (her last year of A levels). She wants…
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  • Gone but still here
    July 31, 2022
    oh god it’s been ages again since I wrote. I’m so bad at this. I will try to get into better habits of writing. Life is fine, pretty standard, just ticking along. The kids are off school for the summer which is great for me - one less thing to think about. Especially with Liam’s…
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    Insomnia (Poem)
    April 5, 2022
    Here is a little poem for you all.   Insomnia If I fall asleep now I will have 8 hours, That’s more than enough. Most nights I only get 4 or 5, And wake up feeling rough. If I fall asleep now I will have 7 hours, That’s still, I’d say, a surplus. But even…
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  • Asset 5
    Energy
    April 5, 2022
    I have had a busy few days. It has been good on the most part. I have felt so fatigued for so so long and I finally feel I have some energy back! I am sure it is down to actually getting out of the house and doing things. On Saturday it was my (ex)…
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  • Jar of Hearts
    March 28, 2022
    Oh well my intention to write in this diary every day is going well.......not! I dunno - I have just felt so exhausted recently. I had Covid in early February and ever since then I have been exhausted all the time. I have always been such a night owl, rarely going to sleep before midnight.…
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    Where my life is at right now
    March 20, 2022
    Ok so I have just had a read through my last few entries from 4 years ago! Wow.  I think it would be good to do a little update on where my life is at the moment. So I am now 42 - how did that happen? That feels crazy to me. I am officially…
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  • Blink and you’ll miss it!
    March 20, 2022
    Wow! So it seems I blinked and we are 4 years on! AGAIN.  Note to self: must try harder. Well as you can tell I am back! This time I will be more consistent - I promise.  I vow to post at least one entry every single day. I have even subscribed - now that's…
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    Bouncy
    May 31, 2018
    It has been a busy couple of weeks. Chris’ Mum had her operation. All went well. Kelly stayed with me a few days. She’s made peace with Chris to a point which meant he was picking her up from my house and he spent a little time with the kids because of that. This has…
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    Braver than you believe
    May 17, 2018
    It is a strange day today. It’s a long story but I will try to keep it concise. Basically, since Chris left 5 years ago my relationship with my ex mother in law has been up and down. At first she totally took his side and supported him despite the many many MANY heinous things…
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