Hi, my name is: Ashley
But you can call me: Suraque
My fav. color is: Green
My hair is: Curly as hell.
My birthday is: March 12th.
My middle name is: Nicole.
My favorite book is: Not sure.
By this time next year: Hopefully living.
I have a hard time understanding: Love.
Ever been in love: Not quite sure, I have difficulties understanding.
Do you prefer writing in pen or pencil: Pen.
Whats your favorite season: Depends on where I am.
Favorite radio station: None.
Coke or Pepsi: I prefer coke.
Favorite subject in school: Biology.
Last book you read: Someday this pain will be useful to you.
Do you prefer cats or dogs: Neither.
Whats your dream job: Research doctor.
What kind of car do you drive: Non-existant.
Are you a better talker or better listener: Depends on my mood and who is talking/listening.
What do you miss most about childhood: Simpicity and ignorance.
How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test: Never attempted.
How many kids do you want: I would like one.
How many TRUE best friends do you have: None at the moment.
Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth: I think I do a ton of both.
Whos the last person you got into a argument with: Father.
If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move: Africa.
How much do looks matter to you in a guy: Not at all.
Whats the best feeling in the world: When things make sense.
Whats your favorite color to wear: White.
Whats something that someone can do that really bothers you: Ignore me.
What piercings do you want: I wouldn't mind piercing my nose.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now: Not a chance.
Your favorite sport to watch: Not really a sport person.
Ever had stitches: Yes.
More of a coffee or alcohol drinker: Neither.
What are you afraid of: Being stuck here forever and alone.
All together, how many people have you kissed: None.
What about abortions: Depends on the mother.
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A new chapter.
April 7, 2018
It has been quite some time since I have done this, however I feel it is mostly the same. I have a decent job, I am living with my mother.. Blah blah. Much nonsense has ensued this past decade, maybe not abnormal (I feel it is abnormal) but nonsense nonetheless. Married men with a side…Continue Reading... -
I want to do right by you.
January 17, 2012
Of course it seems easy. I can completely understand how it would come off that way. When you're at the bottom everyone is always trying to look at the positive. Such as 'well, you hit rock bottom. Now there's only up!' which I'm pretty sure that's how the majority of people think of it. It...Continue Reading... -
Whatever.
April 10, 2011
I only use this diary when I'm depressed and/or going through rough patches. I have not made an entry since November. Which is pretty fucking amazing considering how shittacular my life is. Let's get things sorted out a little bit. -Madly in love with someone who did not reciprocate the fee...Continue Reading... -
Livin’ in a nightmare lookin’ for a dream.
November 29, 2010
So. Yeah. I freaking hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU, actually. Except not really. I love you so much, so very much.. that I am trying to fool myself into hating you. Despite the fact that I just went through literally thousands of spam emails just to see if maybe, just maybe you were trying&h...Continue Reading... -
Yeah, I just did.
November 26, 2010
"Sorry, I cannot hear you.. I'm kind of busy." "Okay... wait, did you just break up with a Lady Gaga lyric?" YEAH, I just did.Continue Reading... -
I’m back.
November 11, 2010
So, I've re-read my diary, it's interesting I suppose. Especially since I am still hung up on the person I have been hung up on the whole time I've written about.. ..but it got okay with him, so it makes me feel "kind of" good that my feelings this whole time were justified. He wa...Continue Reading... -
I can’t get away from you.
October 22, 2010
I HATE YOU. I am sure you know that, however. Well, actually you do not because you have been completely ignoring me. I really hate you. reallyreallyreally. This whole relationship thing is so.. absurd to me. It's too complex. It's too much. yet, I bet whenever I get over this.. you're goin...Continue Reading... -
Continue Reading...SOMEDAY this will be completed.
September 8, 2010
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Everything looks brighter.
August 21, 2010
So, it finally.. happened. I mean. I kind of have no use for this diary anymore. He loves me. I love him. We're going to make this work somehow. It feels right. It feels good. It feels amazing. Love is a wonderful thing, especially after pining for someone for so long. Thank you for being&h...Continue Reading...
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