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• fuck all. confronting my dissatisfaction.

  January 17, 2021

  i've never confronted myself on how i feel. it's so easy to ignore your emotions, insecurities and acknowledge everything dark and depressing about you. i've never learned how to be open with anyone. i can't even be honest about my feelings to others. it's only times like this, at 3-4 am where i ...

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• from being alone to being lonely

  January 13, 2021

  throughout my adolescent and young adult life i've enjoyed being alone. i never minded being cooped up in my small room doing whatever kept me occupied. my thoughts ran free and i couldn't understand how people couldn't just sit at home and enjoy their solitude. but for these past few years, i'm ...

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• stop saying you’re ugly, please.

  January 1, 2021

  as someone that's insecure myself, it hurts seeing other people call themselves ugly. i wish people realized that physical appearance is completely objective and that there is little such thing of a beauty standard. especially when it changes with the passing time. you're not ugly, you're human. ...

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• random survey floating around.

  January 1, 2021

  i just came across this survey and i love answering questions about myself so why not! credits to its respective owner. A- Age: 19 B- Biggest fear: debt C- Current time: 2:06 am D- Drink you last had: monster E- Every day starts with: these days, going into my mom's room just to look at her…

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• who knows what this year will bring, to be honest.

  January 1, 2021

  ♡ ྀ  firstly, happy new year. as much as i would love to be optimistic about the upcoming events of 2021, i feel as if i'm old enough to understand the year couldn't ever be better than the last. our version of "perfect" is nothing short of less terrible. i am anticipating trump's departure from&...

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