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Dear you!!!

January 22, 2019
I haven’t done one of these in a long time. This is just letters to folks I know. Someone will get an actual letter soon. So here we go.... Dear You, I have known you for many years. We’ve had a lot of good times, laughs, times well spent. I thought the world of you,…
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  • List done
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    so I finally sat down and wrote out my prayer list for 2019. I left off the crap that I wrote on the last two. They involved my plea for this relationship to work and for S to be what I needed and for him to stop doing certain things. If anything I was hurt…
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