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Happy “late” New Year lol

January 19, 2022
I realized I have not been on here since December. Not even for a happy new year lol. I just hadn't felt like writing, or I barely had time. Working 7 days a week is hard and I hope to find ONE good job soon so I can actually have days off without having to…
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