Recent Entries

• It’s Thursday Already

  April 11, 2024

  It seems like time goes faster when you're off work, than when you're on. It sucks lol, but it is what it is. I have been on vacation since Sunday of this week and I don't go back until Sunday of next week. It has been nice to be stress free for a week, that's…

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• I write once again, lol

  April 1, 2024

  It has been a long ass time since I have written in here (hell it’s been a long time since I've written in my other online diary too haha) Life has not been kind, it’s been rather annoying lately. I am currently trying to find a new job because i HATE my day job. It’s…

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• Happy (belated) New Year lol

  January 14, 2024

  Well I hope everyone had a good new year celebration. I spent mine alone, but I actually enjoyed my day. I just a couple cups of wine and chilled to some of my fave music and watched a lot of my fave movies lol. I only watched the last 30 seconds of the ball drop…

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• I still…

  December 8, 2023

  Had no real title, so I stole this one from BSB lol. Anyway not much going on with me. It's been one hell of a year. Most of it full of disappointment, but I did have some good moments. I know I hurt Anthony's feelings when he found out I blocked him. I asked him…

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• Well here I am again lol

  October 18, 2023

  So I got rid of a major source of stress. I believe this source of stress was affecting every other part of my life, because once I was free from this I felt ten times better. Sometimes I hang on to things longer than I should and the longer I am in it, the more…

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• Life is something else

  September 9, 2023

  So I am back. I really am lazy when it comes to writing in here. I have no excuse, lol. On my free time I binge movies and show, or sit back and wallow in my pity lol. I have had a lot going on these past couple of months. I'll start with the good…

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• My heart hurts

  July 18, 2023

  I literally spent all of last night and today crying so much my eyes feel dry and they are red. It took all the strength in my body not to cry while I was at work. I really didn’t think it would hit me so hard. I hate feeling like this

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• We broke up

  July 17, 2023

  It was the hardest thing to do. I can’t Stop crying regardless of the fact it was for the best. I was unhappy for so long it was affecting my mood. I’m too in my feelings to write In detail. I feel like shit and I wanna crawl into a hole. I just need time…

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• Good afternoon

  July 14, 2023

  Nothing to report as of yet. I had written an update a couple of weeks ago but decided to keep it private. There are still a few things I would like to go over with Anthony. In some ways I may have made the wrong decision after that last talk, but time will tell. We…

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