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• The one where I get older

  December 14, 2017

  Yesterday I turned 33. I really never thought I would have. Weird. I was freaked out all day Tuesday. I even stayed up all night, just till midnight just to make sure. Anyways, my birthday. I didn't have to take kids to school! Ed took me to Ikea, and to portillos for lunch! We were…

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• Tis birthday eve

  December 12, 2017

  Tis birthday eve, and my day has been weird, in a surreal sorta, what the hell, I will have to process this day for a while sorta way. First, Holiday shop at school, PTO mom here, umm... I am totally a PTO mom now, and I am up to VP next year, yeah, WTF? I…

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• The one where I lose my SH** over pictures because I am a mom

  December 2, 2017

  The burden of busy falls to women. As of right now that burden is Christmas, more specifically, in my house, that means, family portraits to go in the Christmas cards. I love family portraits, I love children's portraits, they are something I sincerely treasure. Since my divorce however, they hav...

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• Decorating

  December 1, 2017

  I have some stillness to my morning, Ed is at soccer, Sirris is playing minecraft, and the bigger two are at school. My mom emails are sent, my work emails sent, and my planner is all happy. Christmas is upon us, my tree is up, I placed it up out of obligation, and not out…

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• I’m home

  November 30, 2017

  I got the email I was selected to come home to diary yesterday.  Stupid life got in  my way to get here until now,  but I am here now.   I am nearly giddy to be here.  It feels like a dream.  One I hope i don't wake up from, and one i hope continues…

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• Good Bye, PLease find me

  January 26, 2014

   How do I say goodbye to an old friend such as this? Someone who through the years has shared my hopes, joys, tears and fears, how do I leave someone who knows all my secrects and loves me anyways?  The simple answer is I can not. My heart aches writing this. I have come to…

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• over

  December 27, 2013

       Christmas is over, finals are over, and the house is once again a crazy mess from the lack of will to do anything to keep up with the crazy and the toys. It just is. I clean, and I clean, and then I have a toddler who dumps out everything, and viola, it…

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• 2down 2 2 go

  December 9, 2013

  It is finals week, I took 2 today and then will have 2 on Thursday. I am looking forward to the break. Not going to lie, I am so burntout, my house is a complete wreck and all in all I am exhausted.  You know what is exciting, my birthday is Friday! Friday the 13th…

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• Time with Samara

  December 2, 2013

  Samara came to school with me today, she did well I suppose, she played on her gallaxy most of the time actually, well until we were looking at Eakins "The Gross Clinic" She did not like it she said my teachers were too serious.  I took her to chuck e cheese between classes, and it...

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