If I could go anywhere right now, I would go to a movie-fied version of Paris in the 1950’s…all Technicolor pastels…and with all the sparkle of the celluloid that captured it…and I would stride down the street in my heels, walking a poodle & smoking Gauloises like I was the fucking shit, man. And I would be. I would be the fucking shit...

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IPSO FACTO

November 22, 2021
IPSO FACTO When you are newly deceased it comforts me to play all the songs you loved on the churned earth of your final address, the pauper's section at Forest Hill Cemetery But eventually I have to stop because logic tells me that if you are able to hear the greatest hits playlist while you&hel...
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