I was around back in the TOD/FOD days. I was a lifetime member. I wrote every day for years, then not so much, then every day again. Anyway, it was great to always have this place to come back to. When OD left, a lot of friends went to Prosebox. I tried but it wasn't home. I was unable to recover my diary, so here I am starting over. Older? Yes. Wiser? Probably not.

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Haagen

September 20, 2020
I hadn't slept with Haagen. I had just gotten too drunk to make it down the stairs so he put me up in his mom's room. Nick decided I was a cheating whore anyway, and treated me like absolute filth for about a week. I started spending more and more of my time with Haagen.…
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