I'm married to my lovely, wonderful, amazing, ever-supportive wife. I'm in college again, finally (Computers? Teaching?). I'm doing much better than I was, but still don't know what to do with my life. What am I good at? Oh and I suffer from Depression, Anxiety and ADHD.

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Nervous

January 2, 2012
So, our first appointment with our midwife is on Friday and we're a little nervous. This is the 11th week and we were told that the midwife may check for a heartbeat. We're really hoping they find one and that all is good. My wife hasn't had morning sickness or nausea or really any symptoms…
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    September 17, 2011
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  • I watch you sleep
    September 17, 2011
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    September 17, 2011
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