just a place for me to be free and be me and hopefully find me in the process.

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January 27, 2014
 just when i was getting the hang of this and stuff OD will be shutting down. it is ok. i have made some good friends on here. i have come to care about a lot of people. i will miss all of you. one of my friends is going to prose box. i guess i…
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Recent Entries

  • MLK Day
    January 19, 2014
     sorry, its been a while. classes started back up and i've been a little busy.  i think one day i would like to write about my friend L. not sure if i'm ready to do that now, but i know i will have to soon.  well, this is actually the first time i've been excited…
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  • DREAMS
    January 6, 2014
     so, i have HUGE dreams. i once heard someone say that if you have larger than life dreams, they come from God, because He is the only one who can make them come true. well, i dream of being a social mogul. all of my dreams involve helping Society and others. i would share, but…
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  • survey
    January 3, 2014
     [1] What did you do in 2013 that you have never done before? work at a call center [2] Did you keep all of last years resolutions? I don't make resolutions [3] Have you any resolutions for next year? my goal is to finally do things for me and my happiness [4] Did anyone close to y...
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  • sabotage
    January 3, 2014
    is it possible i'm doing this on purpose?  is it possible that my fear is causing this? is it possible that my insecurities are hindering me? am i doing this to myself? is this really my fault? am i sabotaging myself? love. happiness. peace. prosperity. success. friendship. all elude me.&nbs...
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  • 2014
    January 2, 2014
    well, its a new year. 2013 is the past. the hardest part of life for me is leaving the past in the past. especially when my present doesn't look good either. i mean, things could always be worse. so i should "count my blessings", but its just not that simple for me. i've made so…
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  • VULNERABLE
    July 18, 2013
    let me start by saying i know i left again after i said i wasn't going to. but when things get tough/rough i tend to shut down. i know thats not a good thing, but it's what i do.  so much has happened and is happening. i am not going into all right now, but…
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  • 2012
    December 29, 2012
     well,  this will be my last entry for the year. even though i've just returned i must admit how nice it is to have OD in my life. 2012 has been a very interesting year for me. cant wait to see what 2013 has in store for me. stay tuned, join me for the ride,…
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  • HER
    December 27, 2012
       a few weeks ago the love of my life married another man. i mean this girl is perfect.  the story ive always been a romantic. when i was young (elementary school young) i prayed and informed God of the type of woman i wanted to marry. about 10 years later i met her. TR.…
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  • Lost Without You
    December 9, 2012
     so.. for the past few days i have not been able to get on here. let me tell you, that was not easy for me. yes, i havnt been on here in years and it took a friend to remind me i even had a blog on here for me to return. but now that…
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