Recent Entries

• No judgement

  April 12, 2025

  Ya' know one thing I will say I'm proud to have experience addiction in some kind in life and I say have because I'm still struggling today. I wake up and I feel like I'm cold but hot at the same time. My muscles ache like my bones want to get out of me. Mouth…

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• One day

  April 8, 2025

  One day I want to wake up and feel the sun on me as I walk down the road just enjoying the sound of the birds and the feeling of the warmth on my skin again. I want to not feel fatigued and bored. Not feel like i need something to relax. One day hopefully…

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• No title

  April 3, 2025

  Most days I have no motivation anymore. My face feels tense, I feel like I'm stuck in a seatbelt in a sinking car with noone to know it's sinking deeper and deeper to the bottom of an ocean. I look around me and look online and see so much motivation and hope from others but…

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• Help

  March 26, 2025

  I struggle with an eating disorder for about 6 years now. It's went up and down over periods of time how bad it is. Right now I just starve all day and if I have anything it's coffee or at night time and I end up getting sick. It's detoriated my body. My teeth are…

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• Tired

  March 18, 2025

  Maybe I'll actually get this one. I'm like trying everyday but I'm not feeling any closer to feeling normal still. My face constantly feels tense. Once again no money for cigarettes. One word id describe myself would be exhausted. I'm just so tired of fighting it all. I'm tired of myself and ther...

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• Jobless and hopeless now

  March 16, 2025

  Everyday it was feeling the same. Id do 9 to 5 Monday through Friday and started just feeling miserable after a year of it. My boss was one of the worst people I've ever worked for and always made me feel like nothing. Everybody was treated differently there based on how popular you were and…

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