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January 3, 2020
I grew up in Small town America.  Mer.kel Texas.  I went to school there from elementary to the day I graduated in May 1994.  I still have many many friends from there and talk to them everyday-mostly in social media.  We are a tight knit group. Always have been and each year it gets closer.…
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